My mind is everywhere. I don’t really have a backbone to this entry. I’ll just vomit everything. Lately, I have reasons to believe Lady Luck is by my side! I hope this isn’t just another temporary highs. I’m sick of those things. Ok whatever.
Anyone who befriends another or makes an enemy,
gives or withholds,
has perfected his faith,
if what he does is done for the sake of
Hadith of Al Bukhari
On The Authority of Abu Umamah.
I’ve been smiling and grinning. I have the best company of friends, surrounding me, making me laugh til I cough and cry and pee in my pants. ANYWAYS… I love them so much! I treasure those around me. Sometimes, I show my love and appreciation, though I know I scare them most of the times! I meant everything I say, I hope they can see I treasure them. Alot.
It feels good knowing I’m someone people can talk to. Friends call, telling me their problems. It makes me feel good, they’re comfortable with me. I have never regard those calls as irritating, or a waste of time. I feel good listening to people. Learn from listening.
I know people have misleading perceptions on me. I know I can’t please everyone, I don’t have to. At all. I just need to please myself.
Remember, we all stumble, every one of us.
That’s why it’s a comfort to go hand in hand.
At times, when I’m not with friends, I’ll reminisce on the good times spent, which of course, often leave me in a state of embarrassment. I’ll just smile to myself, or chuckle. Haha! It’s the stupid conversations, the mis-understandings, the stupid dances, the stupid actions, the stupid demeanors.
The best thing about my friends, they’re not only there through the highs, but through the lows as well. They’ll listen, they’ll ask, they’ll share. I love them!
There will come a time when you believe everything is finished.
That will be the beginning.
Let’s just end this entry as it is. I’m Ms Scatterbrain right now, my mind’s elsewhere and I hate it.